Beauty & The Beast

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Lately, everyone, myself included, all seem to be busy. Busy mugging for Os, busy working, busy filming. For myself, my only free days this week are today, Wednesday and Saturday. The rest of the days for this week all goes towards going jalan raya with the Fuckers this Friday and the FCX peeps this Sunday and filming and shooting for my friend's holiday assignment, being yesterday and this coming Thursday. Saturday also might not be free for me cuz I might be coaching Adek Afiq.

Everyone's been real busy, myself included.

~Syiq, I'm sorry. I know you've got alot of cliques to manage and so do I. I just invited you out on all of our planned outings and gatherings and hanging outs and stuff IF you had no plans for that day. Please don't take it as I'm forcing you to come down cuz I'm not.

I have got to pull myself together. Understand the entire situation. I don't wanna fall back into that old trap again cuz if that were to happen, then I would be ranked as one of the most stupidest people to have ever walk on this planet.

P.S: No traps for me, thank you.

7:45 PM

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I accompanied my younger brother, Adek Khairil, to Sim Lim yesterday cuz he wanted to get a modified secondhand PSP but the prices were like way above his budget. Went down to East Point at Simei to survey and the same thing happened again. Lunch-ed at Long John Silver.

We went down to Zakk's place to slack, where we were joined by Cynthia and Fiany. Damn fun la! Zakk's room became a temporary fake tattoo parlour, where we drew on Adek Khairil's and Fiany's back. Played the guitar, karaoke-d and danced in Zakk's garden. Sat on the wall of Zakk's home and joked. Laid down on the grass in Zakk's garden and star-gazed.

Overall, it was damn awesome.

P.S: Bonding.

2:08 AM

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The time now is 12am. Saturday's already here. Time for a breakdown.

Thursday:

Zakk, Sam, Zach, Tun, Alep, Fikry, Felicia and my god-brother, Asyiq, headed down to Cynthia's chalet at Costa Sands Downtown East. Had loads of fun. :)

Friday:

Went jalan raye with my lepaking clique, aka NNKs, comprising of Tun, Kaz, Acap, Roy, Sue, Sya and Fendi. Lazy wanna go into details cuz I'm not feeling too good but all I can say was despite going to only a few houses, we had loads of fun and cam whored like the major cam whoring bitches that we are. :) Pics are all on facebook.

P.S: Urgh. Hate this yucky feeling.

12:00 AM

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Today was great. Went shopping around town with Tun, Sue, Kaz, Roy, Aliff and my bro Asyiq. The original plan was to catch a sneak preview of Phobia 2 at Cathay Cineleisure but sadly, there wasn't any sneak preview of that movie. -.-

Anyways, we walked around Ion Orchard and cam-whored like everywhere we went. FUN! Bought a brand new pair of shades(black this time round), a black set of dog tags and a black skeletal band at Cathay Cineleisure. Went back to Far East Plaza where I bought a blue and black checkered shirt. It's NICE! Thanks for all the help guys! I was like vexed!

Just found out that filming starts tomorrow at 10 in the MORNING. I'm supposed to meet Adek Afiq tomorrow at 6.30(finally! I miss my brother so much! So long haven't see him!) and head down to Cynthia's chalet after that. Nevermind. I'll rush off after 3+. Hopefully.

P.S: Fingers crossed.

10:14 PM

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ASH!!!!!

I'm sorry for having a wrong first impression of you. Honestly, now that I know you better as a friend, you're actually a very nice, down-to-earth guy, who is fun to chat and hang out with. :)

12:07 AM

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Oh Gosh! Lately, I've been splurging on alot of accessories and by alot, I mean it literally.

Checklist:

Brown Beads Bracelet
Black Beads Bracelet
White Beads Bracelet
2 Wooden wristband
6 Black Bands
6 White Bands
Brown leather wristband
Black leather wristband
2 Metal Bracelets
Studded Cuff
Ring
2 Headbands
Black dogtags
Black skeletal band
White Aviators
White Retro Shades
White Mosquito Eye Shades
Black Mosquito Eye Shades
Black leather belt with spinning buckle
Black leather belt with $ and Ace of Hearts Buckles

Reason being? I have too many clothes to wear(at least for now I think I do) but too little accessories to mix and match. I don't know. To me, I have like tons of shirts and t-shirts and scarfs to use but it's gonna run out soon the minute school starts again. I mean. I can't exactly be using the same shit twice in 1 week!

I wanna go for a makeover soon before school starts. Like how I underwent a 'makeover' before Term 2 started, where I bleached my hair and donned on new outfits, I wanna do the same thing again but with a twist. Only thing that's stopping me? Lack of cash. -.-

P.S: Makeover

7:48 PM

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It's only been 3 days and already, I'm missing the SD clique and the new close friends we made at Batam during the GYLC. I also miss my other close pals, like Adek Afiq, Kaz, Sue, Sya, Aliff, Asyiq, Saiful and the Fuckers.

~When can we meet up guys?

Today wasn't exactly that bad. Got some Raya money as well simply by staying at home. :)

Ok. I'm off to eat. My tummy is complaining. -.-

P.S: Rewind back time to last week please.

10:39 PM

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I think my blog is gonna celebrate its 1 year anniversary with me. Wait. It's already BEEN a year plus since my first post. -.-

Anyways, for today, after prayers, I visited my aunty. Headed back to my crib to go online for awhile to watch my dance videos on Facebook. My cousins dropped by and had a ball of a time with them. Went to visit my grandfather's relatives with my family and cousins.

Now, I'm just slacking at my cousin's place. No pics sadly cuz I returned Tun her camera. No worries.

For tomorrow, I have no plans so maybe I'll just go and catch up on my much needed beauty sleep or simply play games or visit my grandmother on my late mom's side.

P.S: Traditions are meant to be broken. :)

7:40 PM

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I woke up with my face lit up and I was full of smiles for the entire day. Why? Cuz physically, I'm back in Singapore but mentally and emotionally, I was still in Batam with my clique, comprising of my S.P friends, old and new alike. The sweet memories created, the strengthening of the old friendships and the forging of new ones alike. Ahhh~ I sure will cherish them close to my heart. I miss the times there and the people terribly though but like Qom told me, we'll still be able to see each other and hang out and create many more new memories, even though we're on opposite ends of the school as of next Sem.

Anyway, SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my Muslim friends. I'm sorry if I ever offended you in anyway before with my straight-forward and harsh manner of talking.

Looking back at all the times and the events that took place this year, be it good or bad, I realised that those were just obstacles. Obstacles that held us back, causing us to experience what it's like to fall down and bounce right back up again, on our path to attaining maturity. Jyeah. I admit. I can be a bitch at times, with my attitude and my manner of talking but I'm just being myself and I make no apologies whatsoever. I ain't gonna be a hypocrite and sweet talk you to your face and sugarcoat everything I say to you but bitch around about you behind your back. I would much rather be upfront with you and show my dislike and thrash you in your face rather than running around, acting like some mofo hypocrite. Don't get me wrong. I'm NOT aiming this at anyone in particular. I'm just saying it generally and speaking my mind.

It's about time I start afresh. Controlling my anger and temper is the first thing that comes to mind. Bucking up on my sloppy school work is another.

P.S: Hari Raya = Start afresh

11:08 PM

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I'm BACKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Batam was freaking AWESOME!!!!! Our clique is evergrowing with people from different schools hanging out with us and having fun with us!

I think this is gonna be a long and wordy post so bear with me. :)

First Day 15th Sept:

While we were on the ferry on our way to Batam, my clique karaoke-d and were in high spirits.
My group did jungle trekking. We trekked through the entire forest. Although we were the third group to leave the starting point, we arrived FIRST at the checkpoint, all thanks to Hafiz, who was an excellent map reader and navigator, and the unity and strength of our teamwork.

At night, my clique went to slack and party in Qom's room.

Second Day 16th Sept:

Today was basically like a slack day for me. We attended a workshop in the morning, conducted by SP's councillor and played paintball in the afternoon. Went back to my room to sleep before dinner. At night, we slacked in my room.

Third Day 17th Sept:

My group did rafting today, where we had to build our own rafts and paddle it out to sea and back again. The experience was AWESOME!! I dived into the water and pushed my group's raft from behind, as we were approaching shore. My groupmates and I then swam about in the sea before taking a dip in the resort's swimming pool. Went back to my room to sleep and woke up in time to get ready for the Gala Night event. My clique and I had dinner together before attending the Gala Night event. We watched the performances and Qom, Az, Cynthia and I even took part in the freestyle dance competition! We did our thing and busted our moves. Cynthia, Az and I then performed our CF Party Dance Routine and it was at the very last minute mind you! After our performance, the 3 of us, together with Qom and the rest of the SD students opened up the dancefloor with Benny Benassi's Satisfaction. I'm telling you. Among the 3 schools who attended the camp, SD students were the most LOUDEST, most OUTGOING, most SPORTING, most FUN-LOVING, most ENTERTAINING and most DARING bunch of people ever! It's like we would go all out and do just about anything and everything! We danced our asses off at the dancefloor before returning to my room for the AFTERPARTY, where it was an open invite. One third of the students from the camp attended our afterparty.

~Shermaine, the party was awesome! You did great in organising the party!

Last Day 18th Sept:

We did a spot of shopping at Batam Centre. Ate dinner and slacked at VivoCity's rooftop before going back home. :)

I'm so gonna miss them cuz I have no idea when I'm able to see them next. :(

P.S: Leadership camp = AWESOME!!

10:55 PM

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I'm off to Batam in around a few hours time but I'm still not sleepy at all. Pfft.

Today I just went down to Afghan with Tun and my god-brother, Asyiq, to purchase my contacts. Went to White Sands to change my Singapore dollars to Indonesian Rupiah. Headed to Pasir Ris Central to collect my baju kurong from the dry cleaner's. Slacked with my god-brother, Asyiq, till late at night.

I can't believe that I'm off to Batam later on. I will miss alot of people. Tun, Sue, Kaz, Aliff, Asyiq, Saiful and especially Adek Khairil and Adek Afiq. I won't be able to see the both of them till after next week cuz of my Batam camp and the Hari Raya celebrations and whatnots.

Adek Khairil & Adek Afiq:

Please study hard cuz your O Levels are coming up very very soon. In a few weeks time to be exact. I don't want either of you to end up taking the same road I did back then when I failed my Os the first time round. I want to see you guys enrolling in the course of your dreams in the polytechnic of your choice. I want to see success in the both of you. I know my constant nagging can sometimes drive the both of you up the wall but I do so because I am worried for the both of you. I love you both. A LOT.

Just an additional note. FUCK YOU KANYE WEST! YOU HAD NO FUCKING RIGHTS TO DISS TAYLOR SWIFT ON VMA DURING HER MOMENT FOR SHE WON THE VMA FAIR AND SQUARE! YOU'RE NOTHING BUT AN EGOISTICAL, TALENTLESS, MOTHER FUCKING SON OF A SEXUALLY DEPRIVED BIATCH! HOPE YOU SUFFER THE WORST THAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER!

P.S: Batam & Raya.

12:23 AM

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Heyho! I just got back home after a night out of crashing over at my younger brother's(Adek Khairil's) place. We had loads of fun. Played pair call and lotto with the family. Strengthened my bond with my younger brother.

Yesterday, Adek Khairil, Adek Afiq, Aiman, Tun and myself went to have a picnic for buke puase at Pasir Ris Park. We brought loads of food along. Chit chatted, joked around, teased each other and I was especially the main victim of their teasing, due to the fact that all 4 of them, ESPECIALLY Adek Khairil and Tun, kept on ganging up against me. Matrep and TUE were 2 of their favourite things that they like to tease me about. -.- Haha! I don't really mind la cuz I love all 4 of them tremendously and as the saying goes, 'No Jokes No Fun'.

Anyways, I gotta pack for my leadership camp on Tuesday and I'm like about halfway done.

P.S: Next week is RAYA!

6:51 PM

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My blogskin is updated...AGAIN...Thanks to my brother, Asyiq.

~THANKS ADEK~

My old blogskin had a problem, where the mofo designer deleted the pic and thus, my blog came out looking like a huge piece of canvas. Pfft. -.-

Today, I will be breaking fast with the Fuckers & Co at Arnold's at Geylang. God knows where Arnold is. I'm still deciding on what to wear though. And walking around the Bazaar on a Friday night. It's gonna be jam-packed I tell you. JAM PACKED!

Will update later. Photos, if any, will be uploaded onto Facebook. For now, I think I wanna play my Commandoes on my X-Box Console. Or I wanna read my book. Or maybe I'll go shit first. My stomach has been playing hopscotch since morning.

I'm back. So we were supposed to meet at 4. Knowing them well enough, I know they were gonna be late so I purposely left home at around 3.45 and took the bus with the longest journey to Tampines MRT Station. When I arrived, only Lame and Diyy were there. The rest of them were late by an hour. -.-

Made our way to 1 of the coffeeshops at Geylang to break fast. The stallholders there were like damn fucked up I tell you. They insisted on giving us 2 tables although we requested for 3. Imagine 15 people sitting around 2 tables to break fast. Got no space. I won't elaborate but lets just say that I lost my temper and told the stallholders off. Pfft. Luckily it's only a coffeeshop and not some fancy restaurant.

Walked around the bazaar. Surprisingly, the bazaar wasn't as packed as I thought it would be. I didn't even sweat(which would be the first time, since I would always sweat like a pig when I'm there).

Proceeded to Mac T-Mart to hang out. Overall, a very enjoyable outing I must say. Photos will be uploaded onto Facebook as I promised. We cam whored like a lot when we were bored. Ehk Diyy ehk? Hahaha.

P.S: All smiles.

1:01 PM

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I stayed at home like a good boy do. :)

Cleaned up my closet and my room and boy did I get rid of loads of stuff. I got 3 plastic bags full of rubbish, which I will dump in the recycling bins by the way, to save Mother Earth. I'll do it tonight. Right now, I just wanna rest. I'm damn shagged ya know from all that cleaning up and shits. My nose is clogged full of dust bunnies now. Urgh! The downside of spring cleaning.

Ok. Now, I'm off to get some more spring cleaning done and shower.

P.S: Pigsty to HAVEN.

5:07 PM

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Hey Updates.

Yesterday, after the meeting in school was over, I went over to my grandmother's place at Tampines to break fast there. A few minutes before buke, I went down to meet my younger god-brother cuz I needed his help in some computer related stuff. -.- I'm a technical nerd la.

~Thanks adek!~

After buke, I went back home, packed some stuff and went out again to slack with Adek Afiq and Sein. Proceeded to Adek Khairil's place after that, where I crashed over again.

Today, went to Bras Basah with Adek Khairil, Kak Rina and Abg Khairul. Buka-ed at Zam Zam. Mmm. Nice.

Tomorrow, I think I wanna stay at home and clean up my room and shower my cat. Before Grandma gets high with her consistent nagging.

P.S: Few more days. :)

10:02 PM

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Heyho everyone!

I went down to school today for the mass address by the SAA before our leadership camp next week. Being the 'star karat' or metrosexual that I am, I arrived fashionably late. Like an hour and 15 minutes LATE. HAHA! The best part? I arrived JUST IN TIME for the last 15 minutes of the address, where I was actually sarcastically hit on by that arrogant addressee(like you've never been late before in your entire fucking life. Sheesh.), and to take my attendance before we were dismissed and allowed to go off. Fun or what? HAHA! Why I was late was simple. Its because I couldn't be bothered to sit through an hour listening to the typical bullshit that would be thrown at us, such as the usual EXPECTED QUALITIES from us class reps, how and what we should do in handling situations and yada yada yada. I've heard that stuff like, oo lets see, TONS OF TIMES WAYYYYYYY back when I was in primary and secondary school.

I accompanied my younger brother, Adek Afiq, to Popular to get his assessments stuff. Apparently, my younger brother is motivated to study hard for his O Levels, all thanks to that Adam Khoo Motivational Workshop he attended. Something which I attended last 3 years. Only thing that East View screwed up on? It's the fact that they chose to hold it in the BEGINNING of the year, where students tend to get motivated for only a short period of time before returning back to square one. -.-

I'm missing alot of people here. Kaz, Sue, Tun, Sya, Dan, Khaleed, Sein. Hope to see you guys soon!

P.S: Trend setter :)

10:37 PM

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UPDATES!

I just got back home from Adek Khairil's place. It was fun! I'm just plain lazy to elaborate further but all I can say was it was fun!

On Saturday, I went window shopping around Ion Orchard with Jun. We had a ball of a time and I almost went crazy, seeing all those HUGE labels available there, like Louis Vuitton, Salvatore Ferragamo, Topman, Zara, River Island, Prada and more! Sadly, Dolce & Gabbana wasn't opened yet. I was like trying my utmost best to prevent myself from splurging what little I had left in my bank account on the nice outfits there but when I dropped by Zara, I completely lost it. I bought this Pink Yogi Bear Printed t-shirt for only... (Oops! Dun wanna reveal the price)

Oh! I purchased hair care products with Jun on a FRIDAY, not yesterday. I met Adek Afiq on a THURSDAY, not on a Friday.

P.S: Smiles.

7:31 PM

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Heyho! Yesterday, I hung out with Tun before meeting my younger brother, Adek Afiq, at 7-11 near our place.

Today, I was busy enjoying my day out(and time well-spent at that too) with 1 of my best friends, Jun. We did a lil bit of shopping, purchasing makeup(for Jun) and haircare products(for me). We had our dinner at Burger King. I really enjoyed my day out with her.

Anyways, just wanna share something with you guys.

Life's a game but it's not fair.
I break the rules so I don't care.
So I keep doing my own thing.
Walking taller against the rain.
Victory's within a mile.
Almost there don't give up now.
Only thing that's on my mind.
Is who gonna run this town tonight?

Powerful words aren't they?

P.S: Inspired. Motivated.

12:50 AM

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Today I finally broke my routine. I mean I was stuck at home for the past 1 and a half days, doing absolutely nothing but wake up late and just lying down and crashing on my laptop till late. What did I do today?

Taslim chatted with me on Facebook and told me to hang out with him and the rest of the Fuckers gang at our usual haunt. Proceeded down there and hung out and cracked lameshit jokes with Faris. Believe me. Faris was loving it.

Anyway, I was watching The Moment of Truth for the first time ever since it aired on Channel 5 and my gosh! That show was like a little overboard. The questions they posed were really despicable and it was like being dealt the ultimate low blow. I wouldn't say I dislike the show cuz it's really entertaining but it's at the expense of the contestant's lives, the contestant's marriage and stuff. It actually caused the contestant her marriage as her husband threw in the towel and called it quits after all the truths that he found out.

Hmm. I was tagged-ing earlier on and I got hooked onto this one song, which was playing on this person's profile. Seriously, all those girls or people, for that matter, out there who have had your hearts broken, listen to this. Broken Hearted Girl by Beyonce. I downloaded that song ever since I heard it and the lyrics of that song are really meaningful. What do you expect coming from a fantastic and fabulous artist, like Beyonce?

P.S: Slowly but surely

1:05 AM