Beauty & The Beast

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Sorry for not updating my blog for a really long time but I've been busy mugging and preparing for my O Levels,along with the rest of the Sec 5s...

Anyway,lets recap..Shall we?

So far, my English,Chemistry,Geography,Maths Paper 1 and my Physics paper were ok2la..Do-able but I don't dare to say it was easy for fear that the results might be moderated....

Made a couple of careless mistakes for my Maths Paper 1 and Section B of the Physics paper was tough and Im not confident regarding 1 or 2 questions in Section A of my Physics paper after hearing other people's account...Chemistry was damn tricky and manipulative..

Anyway,currently,I'm at S.C,studying with the rest of the Sec 5s...Busting open our brains to prepare fore the Maths Paper 2 tomorrow,something which I'm not really feeling too confident about..

Oh and btw,HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIS!!!!

8:42 PM

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Today, I'll be sitting for my E-N-G-L-I-S-H O Level Exam..I'm slightly worried as to how I might fare for my Paper 2(COMPREHENSION!!)..

Anyway, last night, I wasn't really in the mood..Stuff happened(I shall not say what) that caused me to be really hurt and pissed off at the same time..After that,when I read 1 of my schoolmate's blogs,my heart went out to that person and I immediately broke down cuz that person's entry in that person's blog reminded me back of that time when my late Mom passed away after being in a Comatose period for a month..All of my family members tried in vain to wake her up by calling her name, shaking her body and everything but we realised that it was too late..She had passed away peacefully..

I will never be able to forget that particular night in hospital when my great-grandmother cried and cried and literally begged my Mom to break out of her comatose period..Although my Mom didn't respond, tears started leaking from her eyes and I could tell that she heard my great-grandmother's begging and plea..

A few days after that,she passed away in hospital..

There's not a day that had passed by that I never thought of her..Nor has there been a day when I never missed her..I've never been able to celebrate Mother's Day cuz I don't have a Mom to begin with, as she passed away 12 years back. I've never been able to celebrate my birthday with her..How can I actually forget about her and move on when I think of her almost every single night before I go to bed?? The pain and grief which I'm feeling really hurts but I've got to find a way around the pain somehow..

11:54 AM

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Yay!! Im finally 18!! Last Saturday's birthday party at my place was a blast!! Last Thursday's tonning was fun!!

To Amira Sam,Amirah Um,Izyan,DJ,Nabeel,Faris,Razmeer and Saiful..Thx SO MUCH for attending my mini celebration and thank you as well for the birthday presents!! It was really gorgeous and I love all 3 of the presents!! Thx MANY MANY guys!! Love you guys!!

To Nizam,Syaqeeq,Jay,Basha,Amiera,Syahrir,Aunty Rose,Wan,Vanessa,Moses,Madalene,Hui Xin,Nabilah,Daddy,Aliff,Nicholas,Fazreena and the rest who wished me a happy birthday,THANK YOU!!

To Dahnial,Tun & Khaleed,thank you guys for a really enjoyable ton night out! It was very the fun!! WEEE!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

9:30 PM

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I think I screwed up my O Level Science Practical exam today..Again!! Physics was relatvely easy and doable but Chemistry was totally suck balls!

On the bright side,just 3 and a half hours more to go before I turn 18 cuz tomorrow's my birthday!! Yay!! I'm gonna ton tonight with my cuzzy and my bro..I heard that they were planning to pelt me with flour,eggs and coconut milk later on..Boy had I better run fast!!

Gtg! Chiaoz ppl!! :)

8:32 PM

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I can't believe tomorrow is already the 1st O Level paper..Science Practical agy..Haish..My prelim results for my practical exam wasn't up to my expectations..Im really worried as to how I would fare for my practical paper tomorrow,knowing fully well that I screwed up last year's O Level practical paper..Haish..

In addition,I've got papers for the whole of next week except for Wednesday..Haish..I've already studied and I know that Im better prepared this year as compared to last year but I don't feel too confident about my Maths paper..Haish..

STRESS!! STRESS!! STRESS!!

5:43 PM

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I went to catch 'House Bunny' at Century Square earlier this afternoon,together with my bros and my close pal,Tun..It was hilarious and dirty! It should have the NC-16 rating! Hahaha!

Anyway,almost the entire sec 5 cohort came to school late today. We ended up having to serve detention tomorrow after our Graduation Ceremony! Its kinda stupid really..Hahaha!

Oh ya! Tomorrow,the sec 4e 5n cohort will be graduating! Hooray!

7:45 PM

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'Friends come and go'.. Its part of the circle of life..

Sometimes,close friends fight and end up as lifelong enemies..At other times,close friends drift apart,which is what I'm currently experiencing right now..

Although it hurts,it stings and the pain is throbbing away like crazy,I just have to accept the bare facts as it is..To be completely honest,I never expected us to drift apart like this..I no longer feel the care and concern from you..Our close-knit friendship is no longer like what it used to be..

I miss all the good old times we shared back then but most importantly,I miss you..However,the good old times will just be that. Good old times. There's no rewinding back time just to live it all over again. We may have drifted apart but just know that I'll be there for you if you need me cuz that's the mark of a true friendship..Going through thick and thin together..

-Life's A Bitch

11:39 AM

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So terribly sorry for not updating but I've been extremely busy, what with studying and the Hari Raye festivities and preparing for the 'O' Levels...

Anyway, here's what happened..On the 30th of Sept, being the last Day of Ramadhan, my close pals and I went to Bazaar Geylang together in the afternoon...We walked around,helping my cuzzy look for his shirt and jeans that he wanted to buy, after which the whole lot of us went To Safra Tampines to play pool...Yep! I said it! Play pool..On the eve of Hari Raya! Haha!

At night, Tun, Dahnial, Khaleed and myself headed to T.Mart to purchase our ciggs,after which ktorg sume lpk pt bawa blok(can't remember e block no. though). That was when we bumped into Ayu, Fazreena, Shukri and Firdaus. Boy! I hugged Ayu and Fazreena so tightly cuz we missed each other so much! After the salam-salaman and stuff, ktorg maen bungi api and that was when Khaleed & Dahnial decided to do a rocket each. Yg sdhnye, rocket dorg tk mnjd so due2 exploded and the explosion was FUCKING LOUD!! I jumped out of my skin(NOT literally) due to fright and that was when we decided to scram for fear that resident complain ke kanpao trn! Hahaha! But is was F-U-N!

Here's the touching part...Tun, Dahnial, Khaleed and I boarded the bus when it came and we guys went to sit on the upper deck...That was when we salamed each other,wished each other a 'Selamat Hari Raye Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin' and apologized 2 each other for all the crap we did to each other over the past few months...After that, I was hugging the both of them while apologizing to them both cuz I felt so guilty and also cuz I wanted them to know how much I really loved them both and appreciated the fact that they were there for me always...I nearly broke down but I held it all in until I alighted from the bus and that was when tears started leaking down my face..

The first day of raye didn't go as how it usually went before..But still,I managed to scrape a total of only...$151! So little but who cares? Its still cash though...

Btw, my O Level Practical Exams are in say 11 days time and I'll OFFICIALLY be 18 in 12 days time! My birthday falls on the 17th of October and I can't wait for that day to come!

3:26 PM