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Thursday, February 4, 2010
► Busy
Ok. I know I haven't been blogging much lately, reducing my postings to just once a week. Reason being, I'm extremely busy with major assignments and submissions that are due all within a week of one another.

Anyways, here's the breakdown. I played pool with my younger brother, my best friend and part of my NNK clique. Sunday, my brother and I simply lazed around in our room, playing Zoo World on Facebook for the whole day.

For this whole weeknight, being Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, I rushed down to SC immediately after school ended to slack with the Fuckers & Co clique while tackling my assignments at the same time together with Aliff and Ikin.

Oops! Gtg!

You can keep talking but baby, I’m walking away; 9:20 AM


Wednesday, February 3, 2010
► In your face
4 simple words.

I HATE YOU DAD!

You can keep talking but baby, I’m walking away; 4:45 PM


Wednesday, January 27, 2010
► Crash Course
Ok. Today I didn't go to school at all. Reason being? L.A.Z.Y. I seriously find it worthless to wake up so early in the morning and travel so far for just 1 FREAKING HOUR of lecture. -.- So I slept at home but woke up accidentally when my brother called me up, informing me about his JAE results. I was pissed when I heard about what he said about the JAE posting results thing.

Imagine this. He applied for the courses that appeared on his course slip. If the courses appear on his course slip, then that means to say that he is eligible for those courses correct? Well. Apparently, he got NOTHING. As in his JAE posting was unsuccessful so they didn't post him to any school at all despite the fact that he applied for the courses that appeared on his course slip.

Even back when I repeated my Secondary 5 school year and retook my O Levels and I received my results and the course slip, I saw Mass Communications listed as one of the many courses that I was so-called 'eligible' for in my course slip and boy! Was I happy or what when I saw that. I applied for that course as my first choice and other media related courses in NP and one of them was a relatively new course, which had no COP at that point in time.

JAE posting results came out and I got Creative Media Design at SP (I appealed for Interior Design after that and got it). I traveled all the way to NP to appeal for Mass Communications only to have them send me a reply via letter a few days later that my appeal was unsuccessful as I did not meet their COP for Mass Communications. I was like 'FUCK YOU la you mother fucken JAE system! What's the fucking point of putting Mass Communications as one of the MANY courses I was so-called eligible for on my course slip and give me false hopes, only to have that particular school tell me that my appeal for that course is rejected just because I didn't meet their COP?! WTF?!'

I got tricked is ok. But now, even my own younger brother fell pray to that mother fucking deluding course slip cuz he thought that he was eligible for all those courses that appeared on his course slip only to have his JAE posting shit UNSUCCESSFUL simply cuz he didn't the COP for those very courses that were listed down on his course slip. God! Screwed up system!

All that aside. Over the weekends, from Friday till Sunday, I played pool with my younger brother, my older sister, my brother-in-law, my best friend and my friend. 3 straight days. Hahaha!

Monday, had a staff meeting at Haagen Daaz after school. Proceeded to SC to slack with some of the Fuckers clique (Lame, Ray, Wan & Ful)

Tuesday, stayed back in school after it ended to prepare my HTI powerpoint presentation slides for tomorrow's HTI presentation.

Today, doing my IDR drawings at home together with the touching up of my slides and the preparation of my script for tomorrow, which I've already done so. Going to catch my younger brother and his band jamming later. (:

P.S: Future O level students. Course slips are DELUDING.

You can keep talking but baby, I’m walking away; 4:51 PM


Saturday, January 23, 2010
► LUCK
Yesterday, after work, I went to play pool at DTE with Tun and my younger brother, Khairil. It was fun. Tun emerged as the eventual winner by PURE LUCK! HAHA!

P.S: Rematch bitches

You can keep talking but baby, I’m walking away; 12:21 PM


Wednesday, January 20, 2010
► SC Peepos
Hey! Having my HTI lecture now.

Anyways, I finally managed to hang out with my Fuckers clique at SC for the past 2 nights. I went back home first from school to shower and eat my dinner before heading down to SC to hang out with them while doing my numerous assignments at the same time.

Oh well. I wanna get back to my lecture and my other assignments.

P.S: Busy.

You can keep talking but baby, I’m walking away; 10:37 AM


Monday, January 18, 2010
► Mission Statement
My Mission Statement:

Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E’s — Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Take time to pray and read your Bible/Quran daily.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2009.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
11. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don’t over do it. Keep your limits.
14. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with His/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything..
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come..
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Last but not the least:
40. Please Forward this to everyone you care about, I just did.

You can keep talking but baby, I’m walking away; 9:19 AM


Sunday, January 17, 2010
► Bored
I have had enough. I'm telling you.

For 2 weekends in a row, I was stuck at home. I didn't go out. I didn't go to my favorite weekend haunts. I didn't spend time with my friends. Instead, what I did for 2 bloody weekends in a row was staying at home from Friday to Sunday, doing nothing but chionging my freaking ass off for that Tetris unit and the complex structure within. You ask me why? Cuz I had to redo the bloody model + structure within like 4 freaking times! Done it, redid it the second time round due to wrong measurements, redid the thing again 2 more times cuz it kept on collapsing for God knows what reason despite the fact that I've glued the entire thing tightly. Freaking irritating I tell you!

SD is no longer robbing me of my weekends. It's bad enough that we had to do a holiday assignment over the Christmas and New Year holidays when plans have specifically been made and made me feel guilty whenever I was enjoying myself. Now, my weekends are being taken away too? No way.

I've made up my mind. I'm gonna chiong my ass off for all of my remaining Term 4 assignments from Mondays to Saturdays. Every Sunday is my freaking off day. No school, no work, no assignments. Just time for me to kick back, relax and enjoy my only day off by either hanging out with my friends, whom I've neglected due to school, or just spend some me time.

P.S: Enough said.

You can keep talking but baby, I’m walking away; 10:08 PM