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Why are BGRs irritating at times? I specifically made it clear that I prioritise my close friends first before BGRs. We meet each other like EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN DAY in school before the holidays so all my time was spent with you. But now that it's already the holidays, I think it's about time I spend time with my close friends. So if I don't pay attention to you now or for the next 3 weeks, I'm sorry but I simply can't be bothered cuz of the fact that all my time was spend with you in school. 3 weeks break is a time to test how strong or fragile our relationship is.



I'm not like other guys. They go around like dogs, doing everything their girlfriend asks them to do. Sorry but I ain't gonna be one of them. I have my own true sense of identity and I'm my own person.



And just because I don't tell you that I love you doesn't mean that I don't. I show it through my actions, not my words. In my perspective, the more you tell your stead that you love them, the more they take advantage of you, taking that as your weakness. I've been in numerous relationships before with the last one being in 2007, before I got together with you and all of them were the same. I told them repeatedly that I loved them and what did I get?? Played behind my back. Stabbed. Betrayed. Fooled. Pulled wool over my eyes. So now, I'm no longer that weak, pathetic arse I was back then in relationships.


Spend time with your other friends and family, which is what I'm doing now. Hell. I don't miss you cuz I know that I'll be able to see you soon in like 3 weeks time. But I miss my other close friends cuz I have no idea when I'll be able to see them or hang out with them, now that all of us are occupied with our own lives.


P.S: Bear with it.

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