Beauty & The Beast

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When you're happy with your current stead, you ditch me. But when you fight with your current stead or you break up with your current stead, you come crying to me and you know how to find me. But when you make things up with your current stead, you immediately dessert me without even thanking me or saying anything at all for that matter!

We used to be close. Back then, it was always the 4 of us that stuck together after the rest quit their jobs. Shortly after, Adek Khairil became extremely busy with his O Levels preparations and we rarely met him so it was down to the 3 of us. Now, just because you're already attached, you're always sticking with your lover and going out with you lover like EVERY SINGLE TIME! When I ask you out, you say you're not free. But you're free to go out with your lover. So what does this tell us? That you can't even find the time to hang out with me for a short little while but you've got all the time in the world to go out with your lover. You left me stranded and waiting and waiting hopelessly for your text or call to hang out but in vain.

Damn! I don't hate you. I really don't. I just can't take this fucked up crap any longer. You've changed a lot. Yeah. As time goes by, people change but you? You changed DRASTICALLY! You only find me in times of need but when you don't need me, I get discarded like a piece of filthy stinking trash. Just what do you take me for? Your SLUMDOG?!

I've given up all hopes already. The next time round, when you fight with your lover, please, by all means. Feel free to NOT text me, call me or find me cuz I won't even bother about it no more.

Why should I give a damn when it's not even my business in the first place? Why should I care about you any longer when you obviously don't even care about our close friendship in the first place? Why should I even waste my time listening to you ranting away about how pissed off your lover makes you feel when I can accomplish so many other meaningful things with my precious time?

If you happen to be reading this and you know that it's all about you, I would tell you this. Before you get pissed with me for even posting about this, think back through all the times from the moment when we first knew each other on the 12th of November up till now. Think about how things between us were back then and how things between us are currently. Spot the differences. Not just the major ones but the minor ones too. Once you've already done this, you will know who really is at fault here and who should be pissed off in the first place. Don't you dare come screaming at me and picking a fight with me because EVERYTHING that I stated in this very post is TRUE! NOT ONE WORD OF IT IS A LIE NOR IS IT EXAGGERRATED!

P.S: Think. Think carefully.

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