Third blogpost of the day?? Wow! My weekend life must be pretty dull! No longer working, haven't clubbed in a long time, no more shopping or chilling out at town. Haish. BBOORRIINNGG!!
Anyways, lets see. Yeah. I realised. I'm paranoid. Afraid is more likely the word to describe myself but I prefer paranoid cuz I can get pretty insecure at times, like how I'm feeling now despite being reassured by my younger brother.
My greatest fear?? Losing the ones I love, regardless of whether they're my family members, brothers, siblings or close pals. It's like a painful stab right through the heart. A bullet through the brain. Fatality.
Fears? Phobias? Insecurities? Yeah. I started feeling this way since last night after that one particular incident. Actually, come to think of it, no. I've been feeling this way since...Ever. Only last night did these feelings intensify.
Ok2. Bal. Stop it! I really should stop feeling so insecure and paranoid. Just take things one step at a time and do like what EVERYONE has been telling me to do.
DON'T THINK TOO MUCH!
P.S: Stop
11:23 PM
I'm just ME. A metrosexual.
I DON'T spoil trends or images. So please. If you think I'm gay/matrep, EFF.YOU.SEE.KAY.YOU
Hate liars, hypocrites, double crossers, people who prioritize BGRS more than friendships, flirts
Hi! Nice to meet you. I'm Bal. :D
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