Beauty & The Beast

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$>

I think it's about time I cleared things up once and for all. Apparently some IDIOT doesn't understand.

Why we broke up?

Firstly, I'm sick and tired of you forever finding my brother, Afiq, and telling him everything from how you want me to show you care and concern to just about everythingelse and pretending that you don't have the courage to tell me truthfully to my face when the ACTUAL truth is, you simply either can't be bothered or don't want to. Oh and fyi, Afiq actually told me off because every single time we clash, he's always involved and caught up in the middle and he's sick and tired of that. We nearly fought ok. Happy now?!

Secondly, you go around bragging to every single one of your pals and even posting on your blog about how UNROMANTIC I am, trying to embarrass me. What the FUCK do you take me for? An animal exhibit?? Yeah. I admit. When we fought, I would post it up on my blog on why I'm pissed off with you. Why? Well then. That's basically my way of getting back at you. You don't even tell me anything in the first place and you even go around my back and complain every little thing to my brother, Afiq, till he's sick and tired of it. So why the fuck should I even tell you anything, let alone tell you that I'm pissed off with you?!

Thirdly, just because both my brothers, Afiq and Khairil, has become your adek agkt too, I hate the fact that you think that you can take advantage of them, manipulate them and constantly hound and bug them by asking them and telling them everything about me. Right about now that we've broken up, if you still wanna contact them or if you still wanna maintain your close friendships with them, by all means, go ahead. I DON'T mind at all cuz I DON'T WANT THEM TO LOSE YOU AS A SISTER just because we broke up. I care too much about them to see them feeling down. The 4 of us can still hang out together like before but the only difference is I won't talk to you at all. So long as you DON'T ASK THEM ABOUT ME, TELL THEM ANYTHING ABOUT ME OR FORCE THEM TO TELL YOU ANYTHING ABOUT ME CUZ I DON'T EVEN WANNA HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE!! Drill this into that thick skull of yours.

Fourthly, I admit. I rarely say those 3 words to you. Even so, I still showed it to you through my actions, not my words. But did you even appreciate it??!! NO! You even had the audacity to DEMAND FOR MORE! What did you tell people?? I wish Bal would show his care and concern for me. Your MSN pm? Sometimes I wonder if you even care. Is that what you call accepting me for who I am when you so clearly want me to be a different type of guy??! I don't think so. So throughout all this time that we were together, you were blind to the fact that I was SHOWING you my love, care and concern for you?! You want me to go all out and declare to the whole wide world that 'OH! I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART! I CARE A LOT ABOUT YOU! LET ME SHOWER YOU WITH MY CONCERN!'. *Spits and pukes all over the ground* That is so NOT me. I'm not the mushy2, lovey dovey, sweet talker type of person, like other typical guys out there, as you should know very well. Or do you even know it?? I doubt so.

Lastly, why is it that you got jealous that I was talking to Azlina the other day when its already perfectly clear that she's already attached and so am I at that point in time?! I remember you telling me that you don't mind me talking to other girls when I'm with you. Hell! You even told a couple of your girlfriends to grind with me on the dancefloor! And suddenly, you just go back on your word and start getting jealous that I'm talking to her?! FYI, we were talking about the company that the both of us are coincidentally working for together without knowing and our funny and nasty work experiences. I don't see any reason for you to get jealous. So what does that mean? That you're also jealous that Tun's my besty?! That I'm much more closer to other gals than I am to you?!! UURRGGHH!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and just a fair bit of advice. Tkmu fitnahkan aku. Aku TK KESA lao ko msey nk contact dgn dorg ke rpt dgn dorg. Tp lao aku dpt tau yg ko fitnahkn aku in a sense that ko g blg dorg yg aku tk kasi ko contact dorg ag at all when I DID NOT EVEN SAY THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE.

P.S: Don't fitnahkan aku. I hate you. I hate you to the core.

11:22 AM