As I sit here comfortably on my sofa, typing away to create this blogpost, I reflect back on everything that has happened the past couple of weeks, not only to me but to everyone of my other close friends who have had a hard couple of weeks too.
In life. There have been things or activities we never really dared to do cuz of the fear that we might fail or the fear of the disastrous consequences or results. There have been people we never really took the time to get to know better or bond with cuz of the fear that they might have a wrong perception of us or the fear that they might hate us for doing so. There have been courses we never enrolled in cuz of the fear that we might do badly.
The bottomline in all of this is simple. FEAR. We allow fear to grip our hearts and affect our rational thinking. We allow fear to make the decisions for us.
Honestly, right now, I feel that *they* make better examples to *them* than I ever was. They bonded with *them* in the right manner while I went about the wrong way in trying to bond. Seeing how easily they communicated with them made me learn something new.
Ohwells. People tend to slip up. Everyone makes mistakes. We learn from them, pick ourselves up and try to move on. Yes. I find it hard to move on after I made a mistake cuz I tend to feel guilty about it but I'm still learning. I'm still young. Well. Not really young but I still am ok! :D
1:06 PM
I'm just ME. A metrosexual.
I DON'T spoil trends or images. So please. If you think I'm gay/matrep, EFF.YOU.SEE.KAY.YOU
Hate liars, hypocrites, double crossers, people who prioritize BGRS more than friendships, flirts
Hi! Nice to meet you. I'm Bal. :D
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