Ok. I have no idea why my blogpost is titled so. Ohwells. shrugs shoulders
Anyways. I've already completed my Week 2's assignments. Yes and I'm damn proud of myself. Although I think my detail drawing for the platform is of the wrong scale and my TOD journal cover sucks (and Imma try to sketch in some ancient design shit to make up for the lackluster journal cover page) overall, I'm contented and I deserve a pat on the back.
Thank Allah that this whole shitty week of school ended off with me feeling great on Friday. Cuz I managed to clear up 2 misunderstandings between myself and 2 of my close friends on both Thursday and Friday respectively. I started talking to my close friend back again on Friday and we carried on like as though nothing happened the day before. (:
However. I still feel weird cuz of Monday's and Wednesday's incidents on MSN. It's like I wanna chat with that person but at the same time, I'm afraid that that person might get irritated even though all I wanna do is to just chat and get to know the person better now that we're close friends. I took Syirah's advice but still. I can't help but feel weird. Afraid. Paranoid even. Even just now when I chatted with the person for a while on MSN, I could still sense the unhappiness but then again, it could just be me. Ohwells. shrugs shoulders
Let's just let time do it's thang and nature take it's course.
10:55 PM