I woke up early in the morning to that anxious nauseous feeling. Showered, came online, went to SAS and my results were there.
SEM GPA: 2.365
CUMULATIVE GPA: 2.35
I'm like WTF?! My SEM GPA only went up 0.032?! I tried so fucking hard and REBUILT MY TETRIS UNIT like 4 or 5 times due to the fact that it kept on fucking collapsing on me. I tried to make my storyboards look NICE! I broke my head open for the tetris unit drawings, with Alip's tips and guidance. I practiced my free-hand and perspective drawings! Only to get what?
1 A, 2 Cs and the rest C+.
I always have the ideas but the shit is I have absolutely no idea how to bring my ideas to real life and how to extract my ideas from my mind and implement it in reality. And in my mind, the ideas are OH-SO-GORGEOUS but when I DO manage to bring it to life, it looks like SHIT and it looks NOTHING like how I envisioned it. Fuck la. Why the fuck am I taking this design course when I don't even have any design background.
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