A mixture of emotions rampaging around in myself.
Confused, guilt, hurt, sad. I don't know.
Guess I only have myself to blame for what happened. I wanna apologize but I have this feeling that you won't accept it this time round. I have this feeling that I'm about to lose you. I don't want that to happen at all if possible cuz you mean alot to me. You really do. But I doubt you'll ever believe me or trust me again. I tried explaining but somehow, your replies to me told me that you didn't believe a word I said.
You have every rights to be mad at me and to not trust me any longer but in my defense, I already tried explaining.
I think I've said enough. I still love you though no matter what happens. Guess things will be akward for me from now on.
:'(
P.S: Confused much.
4:52 PM