Beauty & The Beast

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2009 is officially DEAD AND GONE! *Plays T.I's Ft J.T's Dead and Gone*

Am I happy that it's gone? YES! A HUGE EFFING YES! 2009 hasn't really been a good year for me, what with all the turmoil, drama, saga, the fights, quarrels, the loss of a most beloved and treasured friendship, which I know can never ever be reconciled back again, (I still miss you you know that. I really do), the politics and the unfair consequences, I'm pretty glad that 2009 went out the door.

Yes. 2009 was where my ego, attitude and temper resurfaced again after being on hiatus for around a year. Most of the shitty incidents that took place this year were mostly my fault and I realized that. Like what Kaz stated on her blog, all of these are lessons learned the hard way. We pick the rotten apple, take a bite out of it, suffer the consequences of our actions, throw it away and dig through the basket to search for a good apple.

Now that 2010 is already in the house, I've made around say 5 resolutions and I'm hoping that I can stick to them. InsyaAllah I can. It may not be easy cuz of the fact that these resolutions are related to the bad habits that have been cultivated in me for years but it's not impossible either. I just have to discipline myself and constantly remind myself of the better and brighter future that will follow suit if I manage to stick to my resolutions. Besides, I'm not getting any younger by the day so if I don't change now, then when will I change? And it will be my future at stake.

In 2009, I met a whole new bunch of awesome people. S.D clique, GYLC clique, NNK clique, thus adding on to my already huge list of awesome close friends, being the FCX peepos(which includes my best friend, Tun, and my younger brother, Adek Khairil, both of whom worked together with me at FCX) and the FUCKERS. You guys have been real great. Whenever I'm hanging out with either one of you cliques, you guys never fail to make me laugh and to forget about the bad day I was having. We would laugh over the lamest of things and just joke about it. I love each and everyone of you guys la!

S.D

GYLC

Fuckers(Not everyone's there)

NNK

FCX

HAPPY NEW YEAR! HOPE 2010 WILL BE A BETTER AND BRIGHTER YEAR!

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