I feel so lonely. I mean. Ever since I lost my friend, whom I love so much up till now, things for me have been different. The clique in school is like drifting apart, with each individual going about their separate ways. That's the reason why every single time I'm in school, I will always sit at my own table and just do my own work while blasting songs on my laptop and rarely talk to anyone unless someone talks to me or unless I have to talk.
Hanging out with my girlfriends made me realised that most guys are jerks. Pembusteds. Heartbreakers. Unappreciative bastards. Hearing their stories of their ex-es who physically abuse them and did alot of stupid ungrateful things to them really made my blood boil and I'm a freaking GUY for God's sake.
I don't deny the fact that I still miss you. I don't deny the fact that I still love you either. I know you no longer feel the same way about me. We used to be the closest of friends but now, we don't even talk anymore or we do talk but we run out of things to talk about so quickly that we just end up keeping quiet. You've moved on successfully. I haven't although I'm trying my utmost hardest to do so. I mean. After everything that we've been through together for the past year or so, it's just hard for me to let go of our close friendship and to let you go just like that. But I know that it was my fault to begin with and I have to suffer the consequences.
Anyways, a few more submissions to go before I'm free from schoolwork for the next 3 weeks.
P.S: Every cloud has a silver lining.
4:45 PM
I'm just ME. A metrosexual.
I DON'T spoil trends or images. So please. If you think I'm gay/matrep, EFF.YOU.SEE.KAY.YOU
Hate liars, hypocrites, double crossers, people who prioritize BGRS more than friendships, flirts
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