Yesterday was the SP Star competition. SD lost the cheering competition to SMA.
~CONGRATS ASH BROTHER!~
Anyways, SP Star was fabulous. Not awesome but fabulous. Azmira came in third place. Admittedly, some of the female contestants had huge vocal chords as they were able to take on Christina Aguilera's 'Hurt' and Beyonce's 'Halo' effortlessly.
Lately, I realised that I'm getting hooked on Evanescence's songs, especially Bring Me To Life, My Immortal and Missing. Old songs, I know, but the lyrics of these songs are in unison with how my life is right about now and moreover, Amy Lee's voice is BOOMZ!
I just feel like giving up on everything. I mean. What's the point of me loving and caring so much for an individual if my love, care and concern for them is only gonna come back and bite me in the ass and hurt me? And I still don't understand why I still love and care alot about you, when firstly, I know that you don't feel the same way about me anymore and secondly, all hopes of us becoming close back again like last time are all gone.
I just realised. When people make new friends, old friends tend to be left behind and forgotten. I feel weird and out of place, even when I'm mixing around with my own cliques. Weird much?
I guess everything's my fault. No one's to be blamed. Really. No one except me cuz it ain't no one's fault but mine.
P.S: 1 more month till the NEW YEAR
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