Hey. If you're reading this, I just wanna take this opportunity to apologise to you for what went down between us last night. Jyeah. We fought and fought continuously and eventually, settled everything over the phone but that still doesn't stop me from feeling extremely guilty until now. Jyeah, I know. You told me to quit thinking too much and to just drop the matter and believe me, I am trying my hardest to forget about everything and to just carry on with how we usually are, being the usual wacko duo (haha! I can still remember that particular time when you gave me a shock and I jumped out of my skin! God! You couldn't stop laughing!) but like I mentioned earlier on, I can't stop feeling guilty, knowing its my fault that we started fighting in the first place.
I'm sick of my temper. I'm sick of my irrational behaviour and my tendency to follow my emotions when I get so worked up or pissed off. I'm sick and tired of clashing with you cuz hell! I love you tremendously and I can't bear to lose you as a friend, as a younger brother. I don't wanna be that 2006 Balminas Dzulkarnain nor do I want history to repeat itself. I wanna be a brand new better me. One who is understanding, caring and loving and good-hearted, just like how you wanted if you were to have your own blood older brother. Sadly, I don't see myself as understanding, caring, loving or good-hearted but trust me when I said that I'm doing my very best.
You know what? Lets just screw it! What's past is past. Let bygones be bygones. We're still brothers, we're still damn close like before. No difference, other than the fact that we know each other much better now. Agreed bro? :D
P.S: I love you bro. :D
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