Today, I'll be sitting for my E-N-G-L-I-S-H O Level Exam..I'm slightly worried as to how I might fare for my Paper 2(COMPREHENSION!!)..
Anyway, last night, I wasn't really in the mood..Stuff happened(I shall not say what) that caused me to be really hurt and pissed off at the same time..After that,when I read 1 of my schoolmate's blogs,my heart went out to that person and I immediately broke down cuz that person's entry in that person's blog reminded me back of that time when my late Mom passed away after being in a Comatose period for a month..All of my family members tried in vain to wake her up by calling her name, shaking her body and everything but we realised that it was too late..She had passed away peacefully..
I will never be able to forget that particular night in hospital when my great-grandmother cried and cried and literally begged my Mom to break out of her comatose period..Although my Mom didn't respond, tears started leaking from her eyes and I could tell that she heard my great-grandmother's begging and plea..
A few days after that,she passed away in hospital..
There's not a day that had passed by that I never thought of her..Nor has there been a day when I never missed her..I've never been able to celebrate Mother's Day cuz I don't have a Mom to begin with, as she passed away 12 years back. I've never been able to celebrate my birthday with her..How can I actually forget about her and move on when I think of her almost every single night before I go to bed?? The pain and grief which I'm feeling really hurts but I've got to find a way around the pain somehow..
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