Beauty & The Beast

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Don't ever judge me based on first impressions alone. I may look like a typical bad boy and I may smoke but don't you ever dare judge me based on these 2 factors alone. Sometimes, I don't get why parents tend to ban their kids from hanging out with me just cuz I look like a matrep and I smoke and they are afraid that their so-called 'angelic' kids might be influenced by my devilish attitude when the sad truth is, their kids attitudes are far more worse than mine at times

*Korg pk anak2 korg pe perangai baek sgt per? Ey. Lao korg nk tau, anak2 korg pe perangai ag MENYUNDAL dari aku la sial.*

Just because their kids smoke, they start pinning the blame on me, saying that their kids were influenced by me to start smoking when truth is, their kids had started smoking a long time ago, even before I knew them.

Just because their parents doesn't like me simply cuz they thought that I'm a BAPOK for God Knows Why, they complain to the teachers, saying that they don't want their kids to mix around with me.

I ignore all of these crap that parents have about me. But after a while, it will eventually come back around to haunt me and eventually, it hurts you know that. Why judge me based on YOUR first impressions of me ALONE when you can actually take the time to know me and find out more about me?? Screw you!

Why I'm posting on this is purely simple. I'm sick and tired of parents forever judging me based on first impressions and on the fact that I smoke to the extend that they disallow their kids to hang out with me any longer. Like puh-lease! *Rolls eyes* I'm not as bad as you think I am. Yeah. I smoke, I drink, I club, I party, I pierced and I did other stuff in my life that I'm not exactly proud of but do you see me with tattoos all over my body, like those typical MATREPS out there? NO! I HATE TATTOOS AND I HATE MATREPS! Do you see me or hear stories of me SCREWING and FUCKING girls out there on a fling?? NO! Cuz most girls are my close friends and I respect girls too much to do that to them. Do you see me making that stupid swit-ting noise to tease girls like those typical NO-LIFERS out there?? NO! That's so 'low-class bitch'.

Secondly, I nearly lost a brother of mine whom I've come to love and look out for like as though he were my own younger brother all because his mom didn't want him to hang around with me just cuz I SMOKE and because of the fact that he would always be able to find the time to hang out with his ttm but when it came to me, there would always be a 1001 excuses. Hell!

Like I said, I NEARLY lost him but we managed to settle things once and for all online last night and now, we're still brothers. Admittedly, this was a huge incident and it was the first huge fight for the both of us but through all the mines and the bombs in this field, we actually peservered and went through this amounting pile of shit together as one and thus, it has actually brought us closer together and even strengthen our bond as brothers.

P.S: I don't wanna lose you again. Once was enough. Twice is a major blow.

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