Obviously you don't know how worried I am about you and how much I care about you and how I love you to death. Labels: I can't stop wondering and worrying
I told you just now that I missed you cuz I haven't seen you in a long time, to which you come back with the fact that I already saw you last Saturday and ain't that enough? Seeing you walking past FCX without even stopping to chat or spend time isn't enough. At least spending time with you for a few short hours would be ok but I understand that you're sitting for your mid year papers soon so it's ok.
I miss the old times we had where we would hang out with each other till late at night. I miss the times where we were so damn close that we were inseparable.
Ok. You know what? I've had enough. I've had enough of constantly chasing after the ones I love when they are down and trying to be there for them but I don't even get a simple gesture of appreciation. I've had enough of constantly talking, asking, nagging, scolding and telling off the ones I love because I care about them and I don't want them to end up taking the same road I did back then. I've had enough of being repeatedly hurt. I've had enough of constantly worrying about the ones I love, wondering whether they're ok when they were down, only to have them snap at me when I ask them. I've had enough of caring so much for the ones I love that it actually comes back and bite me in the ass. In fact, I've had enough of everything.
I'm just looking forward to this coming Thursday where I can just forget about everything and party the night away like a party animal at Zouk.
P.S: Just this once, please.
7:28 PM